...you sound a lot my brother, Sabata. He was essentially raised by darkness and we've fought many many times. He told me that sort of thing before, did a lot of terrible things and even fell victim to others. Every time he did, I always helped him back up because in the end, he wanted to make up for it.

Everyone has at least one person they can turn to when they reach their lowest. If they don't, then they can always find one. You already have someone like that, don't you?