(Don't you dare, Josh; she's being sincere for once and sarcasm will not be appreciated.)

I doubt I'll ever understand the mechanics behind the Game; I'm still wrapping my mind around death and what comes afterward. It's interesting how lively it is, isn't it? They say life is a dream of the dead, but where does that leave us?

Being unable to do anything about it is exactly why I'm worrying. I took responsibility of its life and only made it this far...(She shrugs.) The "love and lost" proverb comes to mind and frankly, I'm tired of losing.